Thursday, December 8, 2016

Nepal

Jigsaw puzzles, I have finished 100 pieces in 667 seconds, http://www.titanitc.com/jigsaw.htm, thanks.

Friday, September 30, 2016

Birthday Wishes From Heaven

Inner Peace. Liam with his son & daughter ♡

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Tuesday, September 27, 2016

My two grandkids Alicia n AJ ♡

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Monday, September 5, 2016

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Unfinished poem I wrote about living with Complex PTSD I thought I'd lost but old friend had kept his copy & I've just found email copy of it. I am sharing in case anyone else has C-PTSD & can relate to it. Copyright is mine alone. No copying it under copyright act & by law

 Living With Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.

 > > Same day but another year, > Another smile,another tear.
> Life goes on but I'm stuck in the past.
> How much longer will this last? 
> My heart is broken,I'm in so much pain. 
> Tears fall,like a downpour of rain.
> Intrusive memories,flashbacks too.
> All this because i lost you! 
> It's hard for anyone to understand my plight. 
> Its hard to see how much I really do fight. 
> True! At times I lived my life by the sword, 
> But oh how I wished I could cut that cord! 
> The cord that binds me to my pain, 
> And makes me feel like I'm going insane. 
> This thing that started as a seed, 
> And grew into a horrible weed. > Now I live in my home made cell. 
> No doors or windows,not even a bell! 
> No matter how hard I scream n shout 
> I know it's only I who can let myself out. 
> This is what I have been trying to do, 
> But I can't seem to forget what happened to you! 
> I will fight on but not in vain, 
> And I will rid myself of this unwanted pain. 
> I will heal and live once more. > I'll fight this from my very core. > And when I'm finding it hard to cope, 
> I'll live by the belief that there's always hope. 
> I know I have met the devil in disguise, 
> He was standing right before my very eyes! 
> He said he'd help rid me of my pain, 
> And get me back on my path once again. 
> His heart was as black as a piece of coal, 
> And I very nearly did sell him my soul. 
> But in the dark,there was also a light. 
> It came from nowhere and was very bright. 
> As it moved closer the brighter it became, 
> And it was also calling my name. 
> It was so breathtaking I fell to my knees. 
> It told me it had also heard my pleas'. 
> The light was warm and full of love. 
> I knew it had come from the Lord above. 
> I had a choice of which path to take. 
> The choice alone was mine to make. 
> This wasn't an easy thing to do, 
 > As there was a chance I could be with you. 
> But then I realised this wasn't my time, 
> And if I did it would be a crime. > So in the end,I decided to choose life. 
> Along with all its troubles and strife. 
> Really I just needed a shove, 
> Cos here, I'm totally surrounded by love. 
> There are still times I do forget, 
> But life still hasn't beaten me yet. 
> I won't beg or ever say please, > I'll rid myself of this awful disease! 
> I know I will prove all my critics wrong. 
> I will stand proud and sing my song. 
> I now don't care what anyone should say, 
> Coz I'll fight this illness till my dying day! 

 > *To be completed. By moi :) 

 > Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone on O2 

Friday, March 4, 2016

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